At the age of 23, I was suddenly hit with a perpetual degree of self-induced pressure to succeed as soon as possible. I moved away from home to a very large, very loud and (for a time) very lonely city. I ventured into the unknown with a head full of anxieties and a heart full of appreciation and determination. I had been propelled into a course in London with the help of an incredible group of friends and family, and everything I had ever dreamt of doing was suddenly a reality.
I instantly put pressure on myself, not just because of how many people were rooting for me, but also because I already felt like I was so behind in life. Despite the many chats I had with friends and family, I had convinced myself that I needed to take this chance and succeed as fast as possible, and as young as possible.
When you look at the way the media glorifies young achievers, it’s no wonder many of us feel a crippling amount of pressure to become one. As a society, for some reason, we place so much value and prestige on child prodigies and being the youngest person to achieve a certain accolade. The issue with this logic though, is that it assumes that someone reaching certain milestones in their life at a young age is more impressive than if they were in their 30s, 40s, heck even their 80s or 90s and beyond.
I have often felt like I’m so far behind other people my age because I’m reaching certain milestones later than they did, or later than I feel I am ‘expected’ to. This is a deceitful and deep-rooted thought process that it has taken me years to unpick. Expecting people to reach certain milestones by a certain age refuses to see the struggles, challenges and ups and downs of each individual. Thinking that someone is running late or growing too slow neglects to acknowledge that our paths are all wonderfully different, and we tread them with a unique stride.
Within my first year living in London I had convinced myself that there was an end point and that I needed to reach it as soon as possible. The reality was that my experience would turn out to be completely different and more wonderful than I had ever expected.
We each have a beautifully unique journey ahead of us, and life is about enjoying that ride. It’s just like Billy Joel says, “Vienna waits for you”. Life is all about change and growth, it’s about embracing what COULD be and not striving for what you think MUST be.
For me, success is measured in things like; growth, laughter, memories, travel, awareness, experiences, learning, kindness and empathy. And not one of those has an expiry date. So from one late bloomer to another, know this…
Uncertainty is scary but its okay.
Your journey is unique, nobody knows what it’s like to be you.
Don’t compare yourself to other people.
Don’t forget how far you’ve come.
It’s okay to be you, just as you are.
It’s okay to slow down.
It’s okay to not know what you’re doing yet.
It’s okay to never know what you’re true calling is.
It’s okay to reach milestones later in life.
Take your time.
4 thoughts on “Dear Late Bloomer”
It is because you are a caring, creative soul that you felt under pressure. It is for the same reason that you realised what was happening and it is for the same reason that you posted to help others.
My life has taught me a massive, true principle. It is not about the destination. If you are dwelling on the destination you miss the birds singing and the fresh air on your face. You pass quickly by those you need to stop and see.
Leave any expectations from other people where they are – with other people and instead live where God as put you right here, right now. xx
I especially love this post! I’m 20 but I couldn’t agree with you more. We should all take time and figure out who we are first. Great job 😀
I especially love this one! I’m only 20 but I couldn’t agree with you more. I think we should all take time and figure our who we are first, life is just a journey through time 😀
I’m so glad you could relate! 🙂 Thanks for reading! X